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Hello

FRENCH
SPEAKING
TEST
TOMORROW

fuck my life tbh.

eurgh.

but yeah, i'm happy with life atm tbh :)

i don't know what else to write tbh.

i think i should just shutup at go to bed early so i'm refreshed for tomorrow's fantastic frech test (n)

Eurgh..


Yours with unfrenchness,
Hannah xxx

Happy birthday to me..

Hello

2 days after my birthday today.

I've got my belly pierced. yes i love it :D
i split with connor this morning.
am i happy?
Yes.
I know that sounds mean, but tbh, it's a weight off my shoulders which was just getting me down.
He still likes me, but tbh, i don't want him back.
i'm sorry it's harsh. but it's true.

I also love Mr Clay :D

and i'm soo tired.
i've been talking to Andy an awful lot recently.
i suppose that's a good thing :)
he cheers me up sooo much :D
4 hours i was on the phone to him on my birthday! :O

Oh well.

Yours with belly-piercingness,
Hannah xxx

Update.

Hello

8 days guys. 8 days!
guess what else?
I'M GROWING MY NAILS AND IT'S GOING WELL!
guess what else, else!
I'M ATTEMPTING A DIET, AGAIN!
it's not going so well :L

Connor's apparently really frustrated atm.
I don't know why i'm not more concerned.. i think it's because i have a lot on my plate atm as well, and by taking in his problems as well is just effort.

i'd let you know what other things have been happening, but with the risk of certain people reading them, i won't tell you :)
sorryy (L)

ummm...
tbh, not a lot happening.
but there is, i just can't type it all up.

Meh.
fuck it.

Yours with stress,
Hannah xxx

oh my lord.

Hello

Eurgh.
it's one of those evenings.
(n)

Yours with badness,
Hannah xxx

Hello

yeah so connor and i had a large argument AGAIN the other night.
he came over again to try and say sorry, but i didn't forgive him.
and then i went round his yesterday and it's all sorted and good now.

he's given up Sunday football i think now, so it means i can see him for longer on Sundays :)

i'm babysitting my brother atm; slightly boring, but y'know :/


Yours with tiredness,
Hannah xxx

all is well.

Hello

:):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)

Connor came over 15 minutes ago with a bunch of flowers and some chocolate to say sorry (L)

all is well in Hannah land :)


Yours with lovelovelove,
Hannah xxx

omg.

Hello

connor's a dick.
it's official.
WHY is he with me if he prefers football over me?!
he tells me that he's not going to football this evening, and then he gets in a mood when i say to him that he said he wouldn't go.
and then he cancels football, and then arranges to go an hour later anyway!
eurgh.
he hates spending time with me.
if he loved me like he said he does, he would come over intead of/straight after football with a bunch of flowers and a big apology prepared.

dickhead.

Yours with dickness,
Hannah xxx

Hello

if he doesn't want to see me all day then why doesn't he just say so?
he'd much rather play football. its blates obvious.
why doesn't he just tell me the truth instead of making me feel like shit for him doing something he doesn't wanna do?

eurgh.

men.

Yours with eurghness,
Hannah xxx

last night

Hello

last night was a blast and a half :)
there was 12 of us round Hannah's for her birthday party, playing games such as 'I have never..' and pulling names out of a hat an acting them out :) funnn :) and we ate loads so now i'm like owww my tummy :L
but it was so worth it :)

i think i'm not going to Lily's party tonight anymore, because we might not know many people going, so i think i'm going to go out for a meal with connor instead, which'll be nice :)

connor wrote on his blog that we're 'alright'. i like to think we're better than alright. Admittingly yes, we have argued a lot more recently, but that's because we always argue and we hold completely different ideas of what the world should be like and we're completely different people to each other. and yes, we're going through some personal troubles, but, like he said, we'll get through it because we love each other.

I've got a maths mock next thursday, so i've got to concentrate a lot of today on revising for that :/ but this evening should tak the weight off my shoulders :) plus i'm really tired, so going out should wake me up, and give me a reason to wear my new shoes :)

i really need to buy a new dress :/ i might wander into town this afternoon and go on a dress hunt for a bit - a nice black dress would be good :) or whatever...

or i'll go next weekend.. who knows.
but it's a WELL nice day today! i don't wanna waste it, so i might just wander in by myself if no one wants to come with me..

ahh well. sorry this is such a long post, i'm sort of thinking out loud..

Yours with tiredness,
Hannah xxx

i'll explain.

Hello

so the doctor told me to get a pregnancy test, just in case.
i'm not pregnant; it's okay.
but i think i know what the problem is. but i don't want to enclose it in my blog. it's kinda personal. but when i find out, i might let you know..
so yeah :/

that's all, tbh.
it's hannah's party tomorrow :) looking forward to thattt XD

Yours with :/ness,
Hannah xxx

for those who may like to know..

Hello

i was off school again today,
i know i'm off a lot, but i haven't been in ages.

this is because I'm bleeding in between periods.
i know that might sounds gross; it is. but i hate being at school with it so my dad and i got into an argument about it and i refused to leave the house so now my parents are in a mood about it and i've got an appointment at the doctor's at 3:15. it is now 1:15.

i hope it's nothing bag, but things like this ALWAYS happen to me. no one else, just me.
eurgh.

Yours with crapness,
Hannah xxx