Oh happy days.

Hello

I
LOVE
ANDY
JUPP.

that is all :)

he's SO amazing :)
we had the best time, and know what else? he bought me the NICEST necklace just because he loves me.. not as an apology, not because it was a special occasion; just because he loves me.

makes me happy happy happy :)

SO much :):):):):):):):):):):)

we had the nicest evening possible.. relaxed, had fun, had a laugh.. just was so nice. AND he stayed for dinner, which was nice, cos he never has before :)
simple things like that make me happy :)

Yours with SOOOmuchlove,
Hannah xxx

PS. my great auntie betty died 2 nights ago.. i told evie and jess, but i didn't wanna make a big fuss, so i called andy as soon as i found out and had a cry and it's all okay now i think.. i also think i'm going to the funeral next Friday.. :/ x

Hello,

so i'm thinking that i haven't done enough revision.
so here's the plan.
this weekend coming i have a 4 day weekend.
Friday; revision.
Saturday: matt's house
Sunday: revision and keep fit class thing with mum
Monday: Andy and then maybe charlie's party thing in the evening.

and then revision EVERY DAY during the week for at least 2-3 hours every evening.
apart from wednesday, when i am seeing andy, so i will only be able to do about 1 hour.

sounds like a plan (y)

so yeah, things with andy?
A-MAZ-ING
:)
i mean like, wow
:) makes me happyyy :)

i think it's getting Matt down though.. i don't wanna hurt him cos he's become such a good friend to me recently and hurting him is not a good thing :/

anyway...

Yours with lovelovelove,
Hannah xxx

not sure..

Hello

i'm in a bad mood.
i don't know why.
i should be over the moon.
but i'm not.
andy came over and yeah... :L
umm
yeah.
no, not what you're thinking.
but yeah, basically, i'm now stressed or depressed or something :/
i dunno...

Yours with confusion,
Hannah xxx

ouch.

Hello

got my second lobes done today :)
bloody hurts.
Andy said he didn't like more than one ear piercing.
fuck him, i like them :L

Yours with love,
Hannah xxx

i. am. a. dick.

Hello

i told andy a lie.
not a big one, but a lie all the same.
i told him i only put 3 kisses to matt. he saw one of his texts today and there was about 6 on there. sounds silly, but he got quite pissed off.
i don't usually send Matt that many kisses. it's usually 3/4 max. he was just upset and i felt bad :/
i know it doesn't sound like that much of a big deal, but its the fact that i lied which is the main thing.
eurgh i'm a twat.
but i was forgivven. and i love him more than ever now.
so i'm NEVER lying to him again.
not even about anything small.
nothing.
no more lies, because they're bad :/

Yours with general-twatness,
Hannah xxx

:)

Hello

so yeah, Andy asked me out; i said yesss :)
i felt bad for Matt though :/
and then connor decided to have the BIGGEST go at me possible, saying that he hopes i'm miserable and that even though he said before 'i just want you to be happy' which i AM, he's like 'i hope andy drops down dead.' and 'i'm going to put him in hospital'.
yeah, because that makes him a big tough man. Andy doesn't use violence. thank god. cos connor scared me when i was with him, incase he got angry and swung for me, which he said he'd never do, but tbh, you just don't know these days...

anyway :)

Yours with love,
Hannah xxx

Oh happy days :)

Hello

Dear my life,

What the heck is up with you atm?
Seriously, you're being good to me.. this isn't like you. I'm not complaining, I'm just asking you not to stop being nice because it makes me happy.
you've given me andy, and matt.
thing is, there's a problem with Matt. he likes me and asked me out last night. now usually i wouldn't complain, but he's one of those people you don't wanna let down. it's not that i don't like him, i do, he's a really good friend, but i don't think i see him like that and i really really like Andy, but i don't wanna let Matt down. I know, 'i'm going to have to', but when? I told him I'd think on it, but until Andy choses to make us more official, then I'm gonna keep 'thinking' :/

Thanks most of the time, Life,
Regards
Hannah.





Yours with love,
Hannah xxx

keepin' it real.

Hello

connor's kissed someone else.
do i mind?
not really.

i kissed Andy in Brighton yesterday, too.
lots :)
would i say yes if he asked me out?
yes, i would.
is he going to ask me out?
who knows.

but yeah, connor gets annoyed about andy, and i'm totally nice about Madi, and he's like 'i care about you and andy' it's like well stick it, cos i don't want you ruining this, tbh, esp if you like someone else at the same time.
if he loves me, he'll leave her alone, but tbh, i couldn't care less.
i think it might be easier if i just kick him outa my life for good tbh...

but yeahh, Andy makes me well happy :)
walking
talking
cuddling
kissing
driving
joking
'singing'

was good :)
seeing him again on Friday :)

Yours with love,
Hannah xxx

the BEST day of my life! (L)

Hello

OMG RIGHT
basically, last night, (3rd april) Evie and I went to go and see Brian Fortuna do his dancing at the Capitol. it was AMAZING! he kept winking at us. and then OMG. he came down the stairs where we were sitting (second row from the front) and offered his hand to me (whilst singing :S) and then pulled me up, and the lyrics said 'kiss me' so he pulled me towards him and gave me A KISS ON THE CHEEK! :D:D:D:D
my life is OFFICIALLY complete! oh my GOD. i am SO happy. And everyone in the audience was like 'Awwwwhh' and then he took me back to my seat and was holding my hand while i sat down.
I LOVE HIM.
oh my goddddddddd.
i am NEVER going to forget this. and i WISH we could have taken photos because that would have been AMAZING!
wow, he's SO hot in person too. I rang like, everyone and was screaming down the phone like 'AHHH BRIAN KISSED ME!!!!!' <3(L)
Love him.

but yeah, in other news, Connor still likes me; that was awkward round his house when he texted me telling me he wanted to kiss me, and then he texts me the next day asking if i wanna go to town.. urr NO! he tells me it was awkward the night before; it'd be even worse by ourselves the next day!

and awwh, Andy - what a babe :) he's so lush and he actually cheers me up so much :)
Evie and Nikki seem to think it's dead cute :P

but yeahh
BRIAN
FORTUNA
KISSED
ME.

Yours with theBESTdayofmylifeness,
Hannah xxx

P.S. :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D