urrm.

Hello

so i left it when i'd left my house for a night, right?

urrrm. well.. not much else has happened tbh.
getting on a bit better with my fam.. not arguing so much.

Andy and I are still going strong.
slept round his house last weekend :)
and yesterday we watched Paranormal Activity 1 to see if he'd wanna see the 2nd one.

well.. when i say 'we' watched it, i mean he watched it and i hid under the duvet with my fingers in my ears.
but he watched the alternative ending which i didn't realise was a lot less scary.

so yeah. i hate that film.

but yeah, friends are good... there's a bit of a problem with one of them. she's not the person she used to be and it's really upsetting but tbh, i've told her and there's nothing else i can do...
she needs to realise that it's not right to act like she does.

But yeah, Andy really is the person that's always there for me atm.
i do love him so much.

it makes me think that all my past relationships really have been for nothing, and maybe meant nothing.. it kinda makes me doubt whether or not i was actually in love before.. i mean, i think i was, but this is a whole new feeling with him, so it makes me feel like i wasn't in love before, know what i mean?

he treats me better than anyone else had before, that's for certain.

Ooooh yay :)<3


Yours with loooooadsofloveandaffection,
Hannah xxx

had to be done.

Hello

so, i keep arguing with the rents. so Saturday night, we had a HUGE fight, so i just left. I went to Andy's. told them where i was going and left. they were NOT happy. quite worried actually.
i felt a bit guilty so i came back last night so i was only out for one night. but still, it helped just to have been out of the house for one night... away from that atmosphere.

dad hates me now though, and i think i'm being ignored.
don't care.
i don't actually need them.

Anyway, that's it really.

just kinda wanted to tell Andy that he has actually completed my life.
I love him more than i ever thought possible, i hope it never ends.
he looked after me so well last night, and i'm so glad i can turn to him about anything, and i can rely on him to look after me when i'm down.
He's actually perfect.
Truly.

Yours with loadsoflove,
Hannah xxx