andy pandy :)

Hello

i'm a reb, oh yes i am :)
i slept round his house, and told my rents it was round evie's.
was a nice night, actually.

oh my. i've never been so close to someone so quickly.
this rocks. and we're going out this evening as well.
seriously, i've seen him every day this week.
:)
it's amazing.
he's amazing.
and he spoils me rotten. i love it. but tbh, i don't deserve him.

also, i never call him Andy.
he doesn't have a proper, and neither do i.
it's always 'babe' or 'baby' :)
it's NEVER each other's names unless we're with each other's families :)

so basically, Andy, if you're reading this:
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH :)<3

Yours with looooadsoflove,
Hannah xxx

let me explain.

Hello

so let me explain prom.
it wasn't the night i was hoping for.

first, we all god ready. had our hair done etc. was nice :)
then, the limo didn't turn up.
they'd double booked us, so we got into cars and drove there.
we then got the wrong hotel.

about an hour in, jess needed the loo, so i took her to the loo, and the queue went out the door, so i leaned on my hand on the door.
only, it wasnt on the door, or even on the frame.
it was in the hinge.
so, of course, it being a very heavy door, when it closed on my fingers, i screamed and lost all speech.
jess dragged me over to the teachers and nurses, and i have some hench dent in my fingers.
i was told to be taken to the hospital by Mr Shephard and Miss Farrell. not good.
i was crying at this point, and not just because of the pain, but because i didn't wanna leave prom.

so we drove in mr shephard's mini cooper to Redhill hospital (30 minutes away from prom) and then i was let in right away, told i didn't need stitches and sent back to prom.
but, of course, my dad worried, and came over to see me with an overnight bag, just incase :L
this was just as we'd left the hospital.

so 2 of my fingers were in plaster and the other was black. i had to keep them on 'till tuesday. (tomorrow)

got back to prom, and got lots of sympathy love. :)
had a good rest of evening, and yeah.
danced with duncan and kieran and took loads of pictures :)

me, hannah j, jess, lizzy, charlie, evie and annalise all came back to mine and we all slept in the lounge and ate food :)

so yeah, not the night i'd thought, but at least i'll remember it!

never mind.

everyone looked beautiful though :)

Yours with loveandpain,
Hannah xxx

P.S. i took off the bandages today to see the damage. was quite gross, so i have a normal plaster on my middle finger for the time being. won't look so dramatic for leaver's assembly tomorrow. :)

prom

Hello


PROM
PROM
PROM
PROM
PROM
PROM
PROM
PROM
PROM
PROM
PROM

:D

love life.

Yours with promness,
Hannah xxx

let's think.

Hello

so, i've been thinking about Charlii a lot recently.
not sure why so much really...
but my GOD i miss the girl.
i try not to show people how much i miss her, but when people say 'oh, hannah, you've gone quiet. what's up?', that's what's usually up.

depressing? yeah, i know. i can't help it.

Yours with loveforeverandever,
Hannah xxx

Hello

it's 8:45pm.
i'm going to bed.
don't judge me.

Goodnight.


Yours with tiredness,
Hannah xxx

Mmmmh :/

Hello

So andy and i had an argument..
it wasn't a big as such, but yeahh.. i'm kinda still in a mood, even though it's sorted. but i don't think what he said was entirely true when he apologised...
never mind :/
but i'm going to the rugby club with evie this evening to watch the football, so we'll have a good chat then :)

tomorrow, i'm working for Carrie with Evie for some wedding :S
urrrr...
sunday i'm seeing Andy i believe.
if we've made up properly...

umm... then i don't have another exam until Wednesday, which is German then i'm all done :):)

need a job though, tbh.

but it's okay.. dad bought me more clothes today, on top of the ones my mum bought me the other day :L

Yours with kindofokayness,
Hannah xxx

leave me alone.

Hello

Dear all those who are out to ruin my life:
leave me alone.
i'm happy.
get over it.
you are so miserable all the time.
and you're not going to get anywhere by calling me names.
so get out of my life.
you irritate me.

Yours with thanks,
Hannah xxx

Andy Pandy :)

Hello

LOOOOOOOK :)



it's me and my baby :)
okay so things are going VERYYY well atm.
everything with andy and i couldn't be going any better :)
he's booked a whole week off work for the week after i go to greece, just so he can spend it all with me :)
so i'm a happy chappy.

these exams are stressing me out.
but they're nearly over. so i need to chill.

getting on well with my parents as well atm, tbh :)

just life in general atm, is amazing :)

Yours with lotsandlotsoflove,
Hannah xxx

exams and the usual jizz.

Hello

Situations:

Hannah and Andy: everthing is actually amazing. thing's couldn't be going better and everything works atm. any problems we have, we talk, and sort them out. this is love. oh yes it is. he's amazing and treats me so well. he knows what'll annoy me and what won't. and he already knows me almost as well as jess/connor :) life is good :)

Exams: i don't even realise it, but i'm quite stressed about them. my dad said this morning, 'you're coping quite well, i was half expecting you to be a moody little cow this month, but you're not'. I just said 'yeah i am, just not to you, because you give me money :)' i don't even realise how stressed i am, until i lie down by myself and think about it. or if i get into an argument with someone, i get too stressed, and too upset. i've argued with matt the past couple of nights. one night i just cried because i'm so fed up of everything and everything just piled up, and the other time i just stressed out and yelled a lot. It's the same with connor, when we had that massive argument. it was enormous. i haven't been that upset in a long time, and then andy came down to see me to cheer me up: it worked :) so yeah, i'm stressed. but i try not to show it unless someone does something to annoy me. even something small. then it all just blows up in my face.

Friends: no joke, i hate not spending every day with them. it's like, when i see them, they're not the same people because i'm so used to spending loads of time with them, and then i don't all of a sudden. After these exams, i WILL see them a lot. and i cannot WAIT for prom with them all :)

so yeah, everything's quite good i suppose.
i finish my exams on the 23rd. i have 7 more left :)

Yours with stressandlove,
Hannah xxx

everything is good now :)

Hello

everything's good, basically.
Andy and I are amazing :) i mean seriously..
(i had sex with him, how naughty of me :L)
yeah, and friends are amazing and everything..
Family are irritating, but hey.. what can you do? lol

literally, Andy and I are so good.
He took me out for dinner last night, AGAIN. He treats me too much and tbh, I don't deserve him.
I never actually thought i'd feel this close to anyone again in a loong long time.
but i have and i am.
sounds silly, but i am SO comfortable around him.
literally, it sounds gay, but i can eat properly.. I'm usually quite shy when it comes to eating in front of boys, but with him it's perfectly normal, and it was like that after like.. 2 weeks!
:)
how silly do i sound?
very, is the answer.
but i don't care :)

Also, we rented this hotel a couple of weeks ago...
was such a lovely night :) and yes, the 'deed' was done there ;)
and then we went to Brighton and afterwards, we sunbathed (and fell asleep) in Shoreham on the downs.
i got VERY, VERY sunburnt. couldn't move properly for days... and now i'm peeling realllly savagely.
(n)
was worth it though :)
he's perfect.

Yours with happiness,
Hannah xxx