exams and the usual jizz.

Hello

Situations:

Hannah and Andy: everthing is actually amazing. thing's couldn't be going better and everything works atm. any problems we have, we talk, and sort them out. this is love. oh yes it is. he's amazing and treats me so well. he knows what'll annoy me and what won't. and he already knows me almost as well as jess/connor :) life is good :)

Exams: i don't even realise it, but i'm quite stressed about them. my dad said this morning, 'you're coping quite well, i was half expecting you to be a moody little cow this month, but you're not'. I just said 'yeah i am, just not to you, because you give me money :)' i don't even realise how stressed i am, until i lie down by myself and think about it. or if i get into an argument with someone, i get too stressed, and too upset. i've argued with matt the past couple of nights. one night i just cried because i'm so fed up of everything and everything just piled up, and the other time i just stressed out and yelled a lot. It's the same with connor, when we had that massive argument. it was enormous. i haven't been that upset in a long time, and then andy came down to see me to cheer me up: it worked :) so yeah, i'm stressed. but i try not to show it unless someone does something to annoy me. even something small. then it all just blows up in my face.

Friends: no joke, i hate not spending every day with them. it's like, when i see them, they're not the same people because i'm so used to spending loads of time with them, and then i don't all of a sudden. After these exams, i WILL see them a lot. and i cannot WAIT for prom with them all :)

so yeah, everything's quite good i suppose.
i finish my exams on the 23rd. i have 7 more left :)

Yours with stressandlove,
Hannah xxx