don't know why.

Hello

so, i don't know why i write these.. i don't keep up to date with them often, i never read other people's cause i don't know how, and i only do it when i want to share something but there's no one else i can tell, really.

there's nothing big to update you on.

Andy and I are good. i know i said we argued last time, but i think we're pretty much sorted now - or we're heading that way. This evening was well nice - kisses, cuddles, just general love all the time. i love him to bits :)

but then my parents annoy me just by being around tbh.
my brother's a fucking suck-up to them when he knows i'm in an argument with them, and it's bloody annoying.
i just cbf with them. mum still gets pissy if Andy stays past 10:00.
eurgh.

times like this when there's nothing i want more than to move out.
actually, tbh, that's what i want more than anything right now.

i don't tell Andy this, because i know he wants it to, and it annoys him that we can't actually do this, but i really, really want to move out and live with him in a little flat somwhere. i know it's not possible because we can't afford it, and my parent's would freak, and i'm at college and he's at work etc, but i just want it to. gets me down that i'm stuck in this hell hole atm :/

he never reads this, so i'm assuming it's safe for me to write this on here :L

just wish life was simple and money was easy to come by :/
if i worked more, it might be possible, but i have too much college work on :/

Yours with loveandalsowishes,
Hannah xxx