Happy New Year! and all of that...

Hello

well, as you know, New Year's day was the other day, and i stupidly agreed to go round Duncan's house (connor's brother) and swearing never to see or speak to Connor again, seeing as he had sex with my friend, kissed another one and then smashed my mirror in a fit of annoyance. But yeah, so I went round, and ended up basically, spending all evening with Connor and Connor's friend James, who is i loovely btw lol. But yeah, i was a little bit drunk, or tipsy. which ever you prefer, and i may have kissed Connor.

I know. And i've been regretting it ever since. And now Connor thinks something's changed and we have to be friends again. I said no, of course. not sure how long i'll hold up. but I have to try and be strong... Never mind. things happen, so i've literally just told him about a little incident that happened after we broke up, involving another boy, and i'm seeing how he'll react. I think he'll be a bit pissed off, but that's the idea - I want him to stop pestering so we can both move on with our lives.

Ahh well.

Happy New Year, readers.

Yours with a cough,
Hannah xxx